“Truth is life written out in complete detail.”

The will of change is visible and distinguished by the persons in need of it.

page 316 stated “in five tries he had not had one permanent success. Everyone escapes (from sweet home, from Brandywine, from Alfred, Georgia, from Washington, from Northpoint) had been frustrated.” The will of change was made visible by Paul D written in this passage by (Toni Morrison).

I can see who have the power to live and thrive and who has a broken soul throughout my studies.

page 320 Sethe explains “I’m tired, Paul D. So tired. I have to rest a while.” Now he knows what he is reminded of and he shouts at her, don’t you die on me! This is baby Suggs bed! Is that what you planning?”

“A expired heart is visual and in need for explanation in order to be repaired.”

Paul D felt the release of the spell from beloved and restored his manhood accordingly.

“Bad memories attack the mind as the president pushes rewind at times throughout the book.”

While Sethe is growing week beloved is growing strong

The pregnant woman on the porch was Sethe’s soul in transition to her family rebirth and alteration. This was a story to pass on, but not initially. Hard times never be forgotten but learned from…Pain could never be forgotten if the soul never dies (paranormal)

Concrete love for a child is beloved by its mother.

A good life is granted and grateful to one whom had the known opposite.

Denver was in need of change, as she stepped off the edge of the world for assistance. I learned that womanhood is colorful and passed down by the flesh, so I believe that the spirit of the hostile ghost of the third child Beloved had come up out of the blue water to receive the strength of a woman that she felt owed her a face, womanhood and a soul deliverance type of an apology.

Liberation is something urged by the mistreated thinker.

Leo Evans

Mr. Tom de Wit

10/30/13

Daraja/ Emoja Conference

Respect is everything…

While love proves to be its spark

Think love before you act to annihilate disrespect

Construct your present time to create a map for our beautiful future

Each one shall teach one to be bold and scholarly

Retain the good out of every teacher or mentor

Refuse to succumb to negatives

To be able to live a long abundant life is the result of a person who is humble, strong, and disciplined

Let’s reform our culture and base the structure on unconditional love and community connection

Respect is everything…

Love shall be the spark to everything we do

Be militant in this battle in the change of our current society’s reality

We have to change the notion of “every man or women for them self” and grow more united creating more resources, which will allow us all to take part in the counter action of today’s evolution of poverty

Let’s be active and create clear pathways for success using knowledge as our main weapon till victory.

"Human is Human" (part 6)

“Human is Human”

Human is Human, “if a person cannot see similarities within every race they are ill.”

Morrison states: "There is a notion out in the land that there are black people or Indians or some other marginal group, and if you write about the world from that point of view, somehow it is considered lesser." Rejecting anything other than full membership in humanity for black people, she asserts her credo: "We are people, not aliens. We live, we love, and we die."

Through all of the memories pity was something strong slaves did not want. Pages 224 and 225 explain the power trip of white men in the 1800s. Sixo got caught stealing meat and got beat by his master after being verbally abused and psychologically tortured. Temptation is not new, it has existed before the creation of mankind, the earth, and before the assembly of time.

Part two of the extreme literature by Toni Morrison page 246 and 247 explains how people look down on babysitting because of her children being conceived by colored men. Those twisted slave owners look down on her, but Morrison stated on page 247 that “she slaves not to have pleasurable feelings on their own; the bodies not supposed to be like that, but they have to have as many children as they can to please whoever owned them.”

(white men) it is funny how a person can call someone an animal, not human, and a slave, but then have sexual intercourse with whom you believe be is an unequal. Ancient is the time of slavery the days were time was told by the sky’s and the cock’s crow. She holds the tree on her back every whip connecting slavery history together as a family tree. Ohio was not the place to be.

Beloved is she beloved is he who holds the key to sethe heart and mind that think pass the pain of the baby calls. The handprints and evil that scared her brothers away the questions were raised by notorious memory tattooed on the soul without salvation.

The force of love and hate lived compelling, yet apprehensive to comprehend until you are magically drifted into the world behind the text.

I never read such a dreamlike story of pure love, and absolute opposite intertwined with a twisted dark side of horror and mental haunting. This books challenge my ability to expand my writing techniques… Shot out to Mr. de Wit’s English 4 class of 2013.

 Much love
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"Royal Strengths" (Part 5)

“Powerful, resilient, and black”

This is a poem that was based on the royal strength in the book beloved by (Toni is Morrison) winner of the Noble peace prize.

The days of humanity washed away by men

Woman the blame of this corrupted intelligence biblically written

The rivers small compared to the oceans, but they are connected one way or another

likewise is human powerful, resilient, and divers…

If a man and woman was said to be the start of the world and names, then “I can say that we are all connected.”

If Noah really built an ark, then I can assume that we are all connected.

I thank my teacher for allowing my mind to run free as it can be

Adding no restrictions to the wording I project

I thank you.

They say things happen for a reason now I see more than I have been shown before.

Paul D is me powerful, resilient, and black…

Life is connected to what you experience and relate to

Pain itself

Fixing dinner whereas making dinner is the way of the unstable

Nonexistent gratitude and earned appreciation unknown by the majority, white supremacy created a repeating rigorous surplus of hopelessness that sprinted through the minds of the helpless victims.

Sethe, Denver, beloved, and Baby Suggs etc. all  had super woman powers emerged from the slaves who survived that awfully dreadful quest from Africa to America 

Agony is an easy description of that criminal voyage, the survivors were strong enough to make it

In a sense we are those who have emerge with the power from the survivors of the most deadliest, most toxic-unsanitary trip of all times

The bond within that bondage of time our ancestors had had had to be broken by our devilish oppressors
Surviving whether stronger than page 151 and the cause of it was beloved’s scrutiny for sethe.

My grandfather Lee Ashley once told me that “the white man used to tell their darters that African-American males had tails like reptiles and animals.” The way he treated women at restaurants led me to believe that he was once a womanizer. My grandpa stated with a crooked bright smile, that “all of the white women in his town believe it until they found out that our tales are in the front.” We laughed a laughter fit for two black Giants.

I can tell that my grandpa something like Paul D, he may hard times seem durable.

Powerful, resilient, and black as to start of life.
 I thank my teacher for allowing my mind to run free as it can be

Adding no restrictions to the wording I project

I thank you.

"Slaved Endeavors" (part 4)

 Slaved Endeavors 

Paul D was a good hearted X slave, who has lived his entire life on his feet. “Numbness for a heart is he who bared witness to slavery and suffering.” Usually, if a person has been through the misery of slave like Paul D, the outcome and behavior of that person is typically unstable, cold hearted, and grimy.

She Paul D was the complete opposite. Paul D had life over death; Paul had the strength of a worldly God. Paul D could have been the opposite of himself being cheerful, sensitive, and charismatic. Paul D sensed the inborn energy beloved illuminated towards him, yet he ignored the magnitude of evil. Beloved strengths began to become greater than the words and suggestions from the (man of the house on 124 Bluestone Road.

In The seduction of Paul D by beloved was shocking yet the death of a African Americans was a norm, so for a man in those days to have multiple partners of color were almost necessary. That belief of inequality and power control was alarming.

 The methods of captivity have evolved like everything else on this planet. As I read the blood spewed on paper in the book beloved, my conscience chanted in stereo like audio paned left and right “The Identity of a man or woman is buried deeper than the heart being the sole and history of ones spirt.” This quote originated supernaturally to me while reading pages 13-14. The tree on Seth back weakened the strong suit of Paul D’s restricted manhood.

Paul D is the symbol of a striving black man, stripped from his ancestor’s culture and traditions. In south-central California 2012 a neighbor on the cross streets of 23^rd street and central Avenue had said to me the most powerful statement I’ve ever heard in my 33 years of living. She stated “black people need each other and we are brainwashed to believe the notion (of every man for himself).”

That anger and deceit by the beloved was difficult force made of pure negative history of enslavement that continued to nurture the life of the ghost turned flesh.(Dearly beloved…) Paul D dislike the fact of the sure (Redrum) on Sethe’s hands but destiny return.

 Love is strong… looks are not who you are… The love that Paul D grew for Sethe was unconditioned, considering he had no physical attraction for her after eight years of separation. I felt that their pass struggles were somehow connected to the love and the bond that they endured for one another. (Slaved Endeavors) to be contenued...

"Sethe is The Target and Hardship is Her Predator” (part 3)

“Sethe is The Target and Hardship is Her Predator”

Unfortunate, is the life of Sethe, I knew this instantly when I read that her mother had to show her marks on her slaved body in (part one) of the book Beloved, by (Toni Morrison.) Sethe days were as bloody as it was real. mother hung at sweet home. Nasty Skinless and heartless white men delivered Blunt Discomfort, soreness, and desperateness that which prayed on her surroundings.

 The stomach quenching distress was caused by a child ghost of her wounded pass, and it was chased by a gruesome life of the sweet home slavery rhetoric. I read the book Beloved as a lost student, until the pages started to come to life, slowly pulling me into the 1800’s cruel realities. I started to feel the floor, windows and doors of my living room tremble when the ghost shook the house in the battle between it and Paul D.

 I felt the release of the spirit leave the shack house alone as if I was a resident of “blue-stone Rd.” I looked around the room in an abnormal fear. The pages grew wide and the words made faces appear in time of the giving actions.

The forward read  that “The Black Book summarized the story of Margaret Gardner, a young mother who ,having escaped from slavery, was arrested for killing one of her children (and trying to kill the others) rather than let them be returned to the owner’s plantation.” The article later stated the meaning behind this notion, “she had the intellect, the ferocity, and the willingness to risk everything for what was to her the necessity of freedom.” I began to hear soft voices from old soles of slaves as the rusty chains made surround sounds in connection with them.

My ancestor’s Terror entered my newly haunted space. Tears began to flow clear blue following the feelings of all the  hurt and pain that was received by slaves and now forgotten. The life of this character is not far from today’s time. The heroine of it all holds the key to a self-proclaimed freedom and numbness to death and torturer permitted Legal.

 “Sethe is Margaret” love was the spark to the death of her child because of being victim to the devils logic behind idea of institutionalized criminal enslavement. Sanity is far from broken, yet the tale of the beloved provides the world with multiple reasons to raise and create more questions of liberty and justice to all color, race and natural creed.

“Be aware of evil because Predators need pray” this book reassures us that this type of story with those types of slave owners, were too real to have just disappeared into our society. This type of evil still exists, because its descendants are living within our community today. ( KKK's) still Exist.

"The 1800's is not far from today" (part 2)

The 1800’s is not far from the 2000’s 

On the rural racist areas of Ohio’s out skirts the haunted house lived a young angry ghost named Beloved. it was written that the name "Beloved" made up the seven letters that slave sex paid for to be engraved on her tombstone. Life is revealing Secretes of black bloodstained past, telling the divisions of slavery history.

 the 4th child by sethe, Denver was a lonely sole who disliked Paul D, a man who found Sethe by surprise destiny. Paul D was a runaway slave from the sweet home plantation.

Sethe gave him a warm welcome into “124” eerie activities. The spirit shook the house indicating the dislike of Paul’s presence. The bloody red puddles and light troubled Paul and pump fear in his caring heart.

People have to build strategies and mindset that will allow them to stay focused on retrieving a better future, for page 51 states “To Sethe , the future was a matter of keeping the pass at bay. “The “better life” she believes she and Denver were living was simply not that other one.” unfortunately Sethe’s past transitioned constantly, revisiting herself made present life of Complete coping.

Every day Sethe was reminded of how immoral her pass was, because her baby was named after a Caucasian lady Amy Denver. This white lady in search of velvet, was said to be brought into sethe's life by the power of the baby Beloved. It came to me violently, Beloved had had enormous strengths as a fetus. A evil fear ran naked within my mind. Though she saved Sethe's life and helped her to give birth to Denver, there was more harm done to slaves then good. (Page 287) explains this notion in detail within the battle between Sethe and Her grandma Baby Suggs. “There is more of us they drowned then there is all of them ever live from the start of time. Lay down your sword. This single battle; it’s a route.”

These were some of her Grandma Susan’s final words.  Suggs also on the other hand, wanted Denver to leave the nest for several different reasons, one main reason was for her to grow up, another was for her to be strong enough to contribute and help.  Denver was upset at the fact that Paul got rid of the ghost that was keeping her company. The good times spent with Paul at the carnival was good while it had lasted.

Sethe did not want to leave this house, because she had a sense of ownership for once. Slaves were not allowed to own anything and racism was led by fear and humiliation, so it made perfect sense that Sethe was tired of running from things that feared her. Victims will eventually grow numb to harsh environments and repeated threats and cruelty. “Time will tell when enough is enough” and that is when a community come together and fight side by side to sustain humanization and freedom. with that said "the 1800's is not far from the year 2000's."

"Beloved Is She?"(part 1)

Leo Evans

11/17/13

Mr. Tom de Wit

“Beloved is She?” 

“I was inspired to write this poem after reading this fascinating tale of pain, and determination to live. Following this poem I will interpret the meaning and the feelings that I experienced.”

The ways of hate are corrupt and damaging to the sole...

(School teacher documenting stolen milk)

Fear can be used to enslave and control.

If you focus on life, death would be defeated…

(Denver birth in a canoe)

Evil is fed by the week and mistreated.

(Sethe’s baby coming back in the flesh) = Beloved.

Love can restructure a woman’s emotions…

(Paul D)

Time will reveal the ill and obnoxious.

(Sweet Home wickedness)

Life can be punishing, love can be bloody and dark…

True change can be made by the decision of the heart.

(Baby Suggs sleep to her Death)

Strong will is the drive, which drove every victor to victory…

"Sethe"… (Denver mother is strong) but the ghost of her child is at rage with her grim murder and history.

                Interpretation:  

I wrote this poem first without the names and my thoughts from the book (Beloved By Toney Morrison.)

“The ways of hate are corrupt and damaging to the sole.”

Most people hate to be “Hated on.”  And I am a firm believer of the saying “treat others as you would like to be treated.” Therefore if you don’t want to be a slave why make others enslaved? Why would you give pain to someone if you hate to have pain? Corruption and sickness is in affect within these radical notions.

The school teacher had to have been sick to be able to watch a helpless lady being robbed for her baby’s nourishment. I felt miserable and stranded reading this story of mental and physical malice. The evil of mankind unraveling before me was indeed believable as realistic black history.

The fear inflected upon the victim was calculated to control the rest of that slave life and it included a main part in the death of many like the dearly beloved.

“If you focus on life, death would be defeated.”

People like Amy was the essential to the end of slavery and segregation, though she was raised racist she had a heart otherwise. Amy was focused on a life in Boston wrapped in velvet she was a big help to sethe because she had helped her stay alive enough to deliver baby Denver when she could have stayed on her mission  she made a detour of black support.

Death was defeated when Paul D put up a good fight for his life against the baby ghost in (part one of this book.) Paul’s strengths were driven by massive fear.  Paul demeanor reconstructed sethe’s blood red, unbalanced emotions. Evil pray on the weak, so the defeat was not permanent. The love, jealousy, and mystery thereafter, was evolving after the blue silence of the supernatural spirit anger.  

Unfortunately, Evil reformed and arrived transformed into the flesh of the dead Beloved.